i'm in deepshit lah.
joel,i know you'r prolly in the thai hotel having truckloads of fun now.
i miss you!i want you back right now!
look at how miserable i am without you.
meeting 's not gonna funcion like normal
because here is a LARGE number of ppl not coming tmr!
i so need to emphasize on the LARGE word!
like how am i gonna talk abt the stuffs you want me to?!
talk to the sec1s and get no reply?!
aahh.
joel,you're damn good at this know!
i need you right now joel alejandro leong wait thong!
shit,i feel so lousy

& feel that i'm always doing stupid mean things
to upset people and make people hate me so so much.
i feel really bad,and i'll apologize when the time comes.
):

yes.&till then.
ta!











hello boring pple!!
school's been terrific,mother f-ing good!
i swear to all the barbie dolls it is!
yesyes,norfi!
we have a damn dirty blardy cool secret ah!
its so figgin cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4/1&4/2 rocks lah!
BIG TIME!

so today damn shiok seh.
got 2 free period,so hanged out in 4/1 classroom.
it makes me miss my ex-classmates.
look how they all changed,
amazing lah!
i sure miss having them as classmates.

being a part time magician rocks!
want to see a trick?
contact me anytime!
(:

so after school,
damn extra lah
followed marcus' classmates for lunch.
they're kinda united.coolness.
so mum had to pick us up halfway.
annoying!
then did homework at home.
but i chatter most of the time
until both of them got soooooo
irritated.
it was one funshit evening spent at the dining area.
haha.

alrighto.
tmr's friday!!!!!
bangkok for them,and boring for me.
but with so many ppl going to bangkok,
i dun think there's soccer.& i'm not
so excited for meetings &class.

ok,SOMEONE STOLE MY BLACK/GOLD VANS!
PISS ME OFF SO BAD!
cursecursecursecurse.
damn angry,its new and pretty.
blardy stealer,wait till i find out who you are,
you watch out know!
suspects-auntie cleaner,the teenage cb neighbours or delivery man.
GRRRRRRR!

exam prep ended and i love ytd's session.
post pictures up next time!
I'M A MINDCHAMP!
see me kickass!
:D

please motivate me to study,
thankyouverymuch.
Create your own Friend Test here hey people!
please TAG!
i recently found out alot of anonymous-es
who come and secretly read all.
well,you all told me yourself!

come on,its rude not to say hi!
but i wouldnt want spammers and such.
like cheryl.
):
my board's kinda dead.

youth mass was alright.
could be much better.

i saw augustine biswas on sat night!omg!
we wrapped _____.
it was fun meeting him after so longgg!

happy advance birthday trevor!
like you're ever gonna read this.

eeyer,for those gong bangkok this friday.takecare and enjoy yourself.
i'll be in singapore sulking and praying for you guys!
too bad you're not coming for parish retreat.
ohwell.like that's gonna make you envy of me.HAHA!
i'll miss you guys!
joel,charmaine,dora,sandra,gab,michael,marius,glenn,charlene...
(guess we potterbles are really close now huh,
cos i dun know e rest who are going cept them)

today,
dulaoshi din come!
;D
i better pass that ss test i did today!

random word of the day:
winter melon!
(its nice lor norfi!)

chemistry tys here i come.

happy belated earth day eveyone!
do your part
to save the earth you hear me!
(i just did)
HAHAHAHA! ah,dammit.its all overrrrrrrrrr.
sad sehhhhhhh!
no more ncc and the fun stuffs.
today was the last time i attend a parade.
(was making a big fuss on where to stand so that the guest of honour will talk to me)
the last time wearing the badges-filled no.3 too.
ya and as usual,emotional joscelyn "you ku le".
ha.
i dun know what to say lah.hack.
but they're like family.
emo.emo.emo.
i miss the ncc room already lahhhhhhh.

"we are the members of the ncc!
loyal and upright we will be
for those who have gone before us,
we stand wth pride for all to see
we are ready!we are ready!
to be the best that we can be.
over land,over sea&in the air.
we are the NCC!"


the parade went alright!
almost cried halfway because it was too good and touchy
and with me doing my last&my best
emoshit.
then went to attend speech day as spectator
clapped and cheered for ncc(sea) senior graduates who got the prize
me &damian justin moorthy were crapping like hell.
after all that was photo-taking with them,my senior ncc peeps.
i sure do miss them.(:














then went dinner with them.
(cheryl,geraldine,nurul,jansen,bren&fahmi)
al-ameen in bt.then all the girls left
&we went to play pool
fun ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
was home at 11pm,thankfully,nobody said anything.
hee.

wahlau.
they must be having fun at joelyn's chalet now ah.
missing out all the funshit.

damn unlucky lah.
my turn for prayer session and i haven done anything
damntired know!
somemore tmr got 4 hrs of extra class.
now,thats nuts! heyhodemerryho.























4/2! "we re the champions,we are the champions,no time for losers.."!















friends in action.
































yep!hotmats.aiseh! friend and nabil.














gays.














zul,damian,syam.














cheerleaders!




















trophies&medal for sale!















(:














lesterrrrrrr.hot!














look at his cap.cool seh!














orang gila!














MSGs!

sports day spirit!
WHOOOOOOOOOOO!
aahhhhhhhh!
scream your heads off!
4/2 overall champion again!
we rule lahhh!
;D



lazy to blog,just look at the
pictures! ohdear.ok.
hello all doofus!
i haven got much time
and i got tons to talk about!

mum left for KL tonight!(will be back tmr)
at least,she wouldnt nag at me now
if she sees me hogging the damn com.
:D

i kinda had a longgggggg online talk
with this crush i've been having like last june.
since mt ophir.
god it feels so good.
practically excited and happy like a little girlie!
(no one knows,even him,except ncc friends)

why i'm blogging so late now is because i was delayed by some
important things,like searching the readings and stuffs with clairebear.
glad its all done!

this friday' sports day.
i've got prizes to take,
and cam sessions with 4/2 and irah(panas)..blahh.!
___________________________

today's my last training in my years of schooling in aes.
and i already miss it.
today's training wasnt great
cos many din fucking turn up.
i feel like such a failure being their csm.
darnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
nomore fun&drills and everything nice.
(may consider going clt course)

remember, a period of time,i mentioned this
blardy hairy sir.
yep. he's a fucking cheater,liar,basketttt shithead.
i cant believe everyone fell for it.
its so disappointing knowing that you trust and respect him,
he disappoint you so badly.
fucking hairy thing.i'm so angry and pissed right now.
he din have any fucking rights to deal with my cadets
and ncc affairs
because he aint a sir,nor in the army.
you hairball.
ARGH!
all the many things you said,
i've been thinking.
&boy have you got your way through.
letting everyone trust you and respect you.
just as what you planned.
you must have spent a year
planning really carefully how you're gonna do such things.
&YES,it was such a big blow to me,
because i actually stupidly respected you as a fucking officer.
(not that i liked and adore your hairy-nesss or whatever)
and now.
woah.too big a blow.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
thinking on a different perspective
(something that i so seldom do)
its so cool! seeing your so called "officer" handcuffed and stuff.
1st time in assumption history not to mention in aesnccsea history.
coolness.whoooooooooooo!
(yea right)

everyone in aesnccsea rejoiced!
yippydoo!
no more hairy monster!
joscelyn chants!
(haha)
yea.&so much more jokes with the rest of my ncc clique.
they're really figgin nice.
i kinda emo-ed and pms-ed them this afternoon
& they(esp.damin&brendan) got me out it.
the clique is so fucking funny
i dun know what i'll do without them
3cheers to aesncc specialistsssssssss!
(we're going karu's after speech day!)

i've got pictures of them.
i guess i'll post them up ltr.
its already pass my bedtime.
TA!


















jared lo tucky!
damn,i miss this lil' pimp.















gingers!















lovely.






























potterbles!!















presenting you-potterbles' assumptionites.















part of SAY&fr.














gerri!there you go!

happy easter!
here goes.
easter pictures!
& ya,i got the night cycling one's too.
but i'm not gonna put up here,so ask me if you want!
(:
for the rest of easter pics,ask me online ya!
joscelyn_heng@hotmail.com





























































hilary duff frenzy!
i really really would like to meet her someday.
i want the shirt,but i dun think its sold here in mini puny little singpore island.
so is the perfume.
she's got a new album.
with love.. enjoy,although her hairstyle looks horrible.
(:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dhgLoanz1b4


& thankyou all for the manymany wishes yesterday.
<3